TOILS
AND PLEASURES I MUST try to convey some
notion of our life,
of how the days passed and what pleasure we took in them, of what there
was to
do and how we set about doing it, in our mountain hermitage. The house,
after
we had repaired the worst of the damages, and filled in some of the
doors and
windows with white cotton cloth, became a healthy and a pleasant
dwelling-place,
always airy and dry and haunted by the outdoor perfumes of the glen.
Within, it
had the look of habitation, the human look. You had only to go into the
third
room, which we did not use, and see its stones, its sifting earth, its
tumbled
litter; and then return to our lodging, with the beds made, the plates
on the rack,
the pail of bright water behind the door, the stove crackling in a
corner, and
perhaps the table roughly laid against a meal, and man's order, the
little
clean spots that he creates to dwell in, were at once contrasted with
the rich passivity
of nature. And yet our house was everywhere so wrecked and shattered,
the air came
and went so freely, the sun found so many portholes, the golden outdoor
glow
shone in so many open chinks, that we enjoyed, at the same time, some
of the
comforts of a roof and much of the gaiety and brightness of al fresco
life. A single
shower of rain, to be sure, and we should have been drowned out like
mice. But
ours was a Californian summer, and an earthquake was a far likelier
accident
than a shower of rain. Trustful in this fine
weather, we kept the house
for kitchen and bedroom, and used the platform as our summer parlour.
The sense
of privacy, as I have said already, was complete. We could look over
the dump
on miles of forest and rough hilltop; our eyes commanded some of Napa
Valley,
where the train ran, and the little country townships sat so close
together along
the line of the rail. But here there was no man to intrude. None but
the
Hansons were our visitors. Even they came but at long intervals, or
twice
daily, at a stated hour, with milk. So our days, as they were never
interrupted, drew out to the greater length; hour melted insensibly
into hour; the
household duties, though they were many, and some of them laborious,
dwindled
into mere islets of business in a sea of sunny day-time; and it appears
to me,
looking back, as though the far greater part of our life at Silverado
had been passed,
propped upon an elbow, or seated on a plank, listening to the silence
that
there is among the hills. My work, it is true, was
over early in the morning.
I rose before any one else, lit the stove, put on the water to boil,
and
strolled forth upon the platform to wait till it was ready. Silverado
would
then be still in shadow, the sun shining on the mountain higher up. A
clean smell
of trees, a smell of the earth at morning, hung in the air. Regularly,
every
day, there was a single bird, not singing, but awkwardly chirruping
among the
green madronas, and the sound was cheerful, natural, and stirring. It
did not
hold the attention, nor interrupt the thread of meditation, like a
blackbird or
a nightingale; it was mere woodland prattle, of which the mind was
conscious
like a perfume. The freshness of these morning seasons remained with me
far on
into the day. As soon as the kettle
boiled, I made porridge
and coffee; and that, beyond the literal drawing of water, and the
preparation
of kindling, which it would be hyperbolical to call the hewing of wood,
ended
my domestic duties for the day. Thenceforth my wife laboured
singlehanded in
the palace, and I lay or wandered on the platform at my own sweet will.
The little
corner near the forge, where we found a refuge under the madronas from
the
unsparing early sun, is indeed connected in my mind with some nightmare
encounters over Euclid, and the Latin Grammar. These were known as
Sam's
lessons. He was supposed to be the victim and the sufferer; but here
there must
have been some misconception, for whereas I generally retired to bed
after one
of these engagements, he was no sooner set free than he dashed up to
the
Chinaman's house, where he had installed a printing press, that great
element of
civilisation, and the sound of his labours would be faintly audible
about the
canyon half the day. To walk at all was a
laborious business; the foot
sank and slid, the boots were cut to pieces, among sharp, uneven,
rolling
stones. When we crossed the platform in any direction, it was usual to
lay a
course, following as much as possible the line of waggon rails. Thus,
if water were
to be drawn, the water-carrier left the house along some tilting planks
that we
had laid down, and not laid down very well. These carried him to that
great
highroad, the railway; and the railway served him as far as to the head
of the
shaft. But from thence to the spring and back again he made the best of
his unaided
way, staggering among the stones, and wading in low growth of the
calcanthus,
where the rattlesnakes lay hissing at his passage. Yet I liked to draw
water.
It was pleasant to dip the gray metal pail into the clean, colourless,
cool
water; pleasant to carry it back, with the water lipping at the edge,
and a
broken sunbeam quivering in the midst. But the extreme roughness
of the walking confined
us in common practice to the platform, and indeed to those parts of it
that
were most easily accessible along the line of rails. The rails came
straight
forward from the shaft, here and there overgrown with little green
bushes, but
still entire, and still carrying a truck, which it was Sam's delight to
trundle
to and fro by the hour with various ladings. About midway down the
platform,
the railroad trended to the right, leaving our house and coasting along
the far
side within a few yards of the madronas and the forge, and not far off
the
latter, ended in a sort of platform on the edge of the dump. There, in
old
days, the trucks were tipped, and their load sent thundering down the
chute. There,
besides, was the only spot where we could approach the margin of the
dump.
Anywhere else, you took your life in your right hand when you came
within a
yard and a half to peer over. For at any moment the dump might begin to
slide
and carry you down and bury you below its ruins. Indeed, the
neighbourhood of an
old mine is a place beset with dangers. For as still as Silverado was,
at any
moment the report of rotten wood might tell us that the platform had
fallen
into the shaft; the dump might begin to pour into the road below; or a
wedge
slip in the great upright seam, and hundreds of tons of mountain bury
the scene
of our encampment. I have already compared
the dump to a
rampart, built certainly by some rude people, and for prehistoric wars.
It was
likewise a frontier. All below was green and woodland, the tall pines
soaring
one above another, each with a firm outline and full spread of bough.
All above
was arid, rocky, and bald. The great spout of broken mineral, that had
dammed
the canyon up, was a creature of man's handiwork, its material dug out
with a
pick and powder, and spread by the service of the trucks. But nature
herself,
in that upper district, seemed to have had an eye to nothing besides
mining; and
even the natural hillside was all sliding gravel and precarious
boulder. Close
at the margin of the well leaves would decay to skeletons and mummies,
which at
length some stronger gust would carry clear of the canyon and scatter
in the
subjacent woods. Even moisture and decaying vegetable matter could not,
with all
nature's alchemy, concoct enough soil to nourish a few poor grasses. It
is the
same, they say, in the neighbourhood of all silver mines; the nature of
that
precious rock being stubborn with quartz and poisonous with cinnabar.
Both were
plenty in our Silverado. The stones sparkled white in the sunshine with
quartz;
they were all stained red with cinnabar. Here, doubtless, came the
Indians of
yore to paint their faces for the war-path; and cinnabar, if I remember
rightly,
was one of the few articles of Indian commerce. Now, Sam had it in his
undisturbed
possession, to pound down and slake, and paint his rude designs with.
But to me
it had always a fine flavour of poetry, compounded out of Indian story
and Hawthornden's
allusion: "Desire, alas! desire a Zeuxis new, From Indies borrowing gold, from Eastern skies Most bright cinoper . . ." Yet this is but half the
picture; our
Silverado platform has another side to it. Though there was no soil,
and scarce
a blade of grass, yet out of these tumbled gravel-heaps and broken
boulders, a
flower garden bloomed as at home in a conservatory. Calcanthus crept,
like a hardy
weed, all over our rough parlour, choking the railway, and pushing
forth its
rusty, aromatic cones from between two blocks of shattered mineral.
Azaleas
made a big snow-bed just above the well. The shoulder of the hill waved
white
with Mediterranean heath. In the crannies of the ledge and about the
spurs of
the tall pine, a red flowering stone-plant hung in clusters. Even the
low,
thorny chaparral was thick with pea-like blossom. Close at the foot of
our path
nutmegs prospered, delightful to the sight and smell. At sunrise, and
again
late at night, the scent of the sweet bay trees filled the canyon, and
the
down-blowing night wind must have borne it hundreds of feet into the
outer air. All this vegetation, to
be sure, was stunted.
The madrona was here no bigger than the manzanita; the bay was but a
stripling
shrub; the very pines, with four or five exceptions in all our upper
canyon,
were not so tall as myself, or but a little taller, and the most of
them came lower
than my waist. For a prosperous forest tree, we must look below, where
the glen
was crowded with green spires. But for flowers and ravishing perfume,
we had
none to envy: our heap of road-metal was thick with bloom, like a
hawthorn in
the front of June; our red, baking angle in the mountain, a laboratory
of poignant
scents. It was an endless wonder to my mind, as I dreamed about the
platform, following
the progress of the shadows, where the madrona with its leaves, the
azalea and
calcanthus with their blossoms, could find moisture to support such
thick, wet,
waxy growths, or the bay tree collect the ingredients of its perfume.
But there
they all grew together, healthy, happy, and happy-making, as though
rooted in a
fathom of black soil. Nor was it only vegetable
life that
prospered. We had, indeed, few birds, and none that had much of a voice
or
anything worthy to be called a song. My morning comrade had a thin
chirp, unmusical
and monotonous, but friendly and pleasant to hear. He had but one
rival: a fellow
with an ostentatious cry of near an octave descending, not one note of
which properly
followed another. This is the only bird I ever knew with a wrong ear;
but there
was something enthralling about his performance. You listened and
listened,
thinking each time he must surely get it right; but no, it was always
wrong,
and always wrong the same way. Yet he seemed proud of his song,
delivered it with
execution and a manner of his own, and was charming to his mate. A very
incorrect, incessant human whistler had thus a chance of knowing how
his own
music pleased the world. Two great birds eagles, we thought dwelt
at the
top of the canyon, among the crags that were printed on the sky. Now
and again,
but very rarely, they wheeled high over our heads in silence, or with a
distant, dying scream; and then, with a fresh impulse, winged fleetly
forward,
dipped over a hilltop, and were gone. They seemed solemn and ancient
things,
sailing the blue air: perhaps co-val with the mountain where they
haunted,
perhaps emigrants from Rome, where the glad legions may have shouted to
behold
them on the morn of battle. But if birds were rare,
the place abounded with
rattlesnakes the rattlesnake's nest, it might have been named.
Wherever we
brushed among the bushes, our passage woke their angry buzz. One dwelt
habitually in the wood-pile, and sometimes, when we came for firewood,
thrust
up his small head between two logs, and hissed at the intrusion. The
rattle has
a legendary credit; it is said to be awe-inspiring, and, once heard, to
stamp
itself for ever in the memory. But the sound is not at all alarming;
the hum of
many insects, and the buzz of the wasp convince the ear of danger quite
as
readily. As a matter of fact, we lived for weeks in Silverado, coming
and
going, with rattles sprung on every side, and it never occurred to us
to be afraid.
I used to take sun-baths and do calisthenics in a certain pleasant nook
among
azalea and calcanthus, the rattles whizzing on every side like
spinning-wheels,
and the combined hiss or buzz rising louder and angrier at any sudden
movement;
but I was never in the least impressed, nor ever attacked. It was only
towards the
end of our stay, that a man down at Calistoga, who was expatiating on
the
terrifying nature of the sound, gave me at last a very good imitation;
and it
burst on me at once that we dwelt in the very metropolis of deadly
snakes, and
that the rattle was simply the commonest noise in Silverado.
Immediately on our
return, we attacked the Hansons on the subject. They had formerly
assured us
that our canyon was favoured, like Ireland, with an entire immunity
from
poisonous reptiles; but, with the perfect inconsequence of the natural
man,
they were no sooner found out than they went off at score in the
contrary
direction, and we were told that in no part of the world did
rattlesnakes
attain to such a monstrous bigness as among the warm, flower-dotted
rocks of Silverado.
This is a contribution rather to the natural history of the Hansons,
than to
that of snakes. One person, however,
better served by his instinct,
had known the rattle from the first; and that was Chuchu, the dog. No
rational creature
has ever led an existence more poisoned by terror than that dog's at
Silverado.
Every whiz of the rattle made him bound. His eyes rolled; he trembled;
he would
be often wet with sweat. One of our great mysteries was his terror of
the
mountain. A little away above our nook, the azaleas and almost all the
vegetation ceased. Dwarf pines not big enough to be Christmas trees,
grew
thinly among loose stone and gravel scaurs. Here and there a big
boulder sat
quiescent on a knoll, having paused there till the next rain in his
long slide
down the mountain. There was here no ambuscade for the snakes, you
could see
clearly where you trod; and yet the higher I went, the more abject and
appealing became Chuchu's terror. He was an excellent master of that
composite language
in which dogs communicate with men, and he would assure me, on his
honour, that
there was some peril on the mountain; appeal to me, by all that I held
holy, to
turn back; and at length, finding all was in vain, and that I still
persisted,
ignorantly foolhardy, he would suddenly whip round and make a bee-line
down the
slope for Silverado, the gravel showering after him. What was he afraid
of?
There were admittedly brown bears and California lions on the mountain;
and a
grizzly visited Rule's poultry yard not long before, to the unspeakable
alarm
of Caliban, who dashed out to chastise the intruder, and found himself,
by moonlight,
face to face with such a tartar. Something at least there must have
been: some
hairy, dangerous brute lodged permanently among the rocks a little to
the
north-west of Silverado, spending his summer thereabout, with wife and
family. And there was, or there
had been, another animal.
Once, under the broad daylight, on that open stony hillside, where the
baby
pines were growing, scarcely tall enough to be a badge for a
MacGregor's
bonnet, I came suddenly upon his innocent body, lying mummified by the
dry air
and sun: a pigmy kangaroo. I am ingloriously ignorant of these
subjects; had never
heard of such a beast; thought myself face to face with some
incomparable sport
of nature; and began to cherish hopes of immortality in science. Rarely
have I
been conscious of a stranger thrill than when I raised that singular
creature
from the stones, dry as a board, his innocent heart long quiet, and all
warm
with sunshine. His long hind legs were stiff, his tiny forepaws
clutched upon
his breast, as if to leap; his poor life cut short upon that mountain
by some
unknown accident. But the kangaroo rat, it proved, was no such unknown
animal; and
my discovery was nothing. Crickets were not
wanting. I thought I could make
out exactly four of them, each with a corner of his own, who used to
make night
musical at Silverado. In the matter of voice, they far excelled the
birds, and
their ringing whistle sounded from rock to rock, calling and replying
the same
thing, as in a meaningless opera. Thus, children in full health and
spirits shout
together, to the dismay of neighbours; and their idle, happy, deafening
vociferations rise and fall, like the song of the crickets. I used to
sit at
night on the platform, and wonder why these creatures were so happy;
and what was
wrong with man that he also did not wind up his days with an hour or
two of
shouting; but I suspect that all long-lived animals are solemn. The
dogs alone
are hardly used by nature; and it seems a manifest injustice for poor
Chuchu to
die in his teens, after a life so shadowed and troubled, continually
shaken
with alarm, and the tear of elegant sentiment permanently in his eye. There was another
neighbour of ours at
Silverado, small but very active, a destructive fellow. This was a
black, ugly
fly a bore, the Hansons called him who lived by hundreds in the
boarding of
our house. He entered by a round hole, more neatly pierced than a man
could do
it with a gimlet, and he seems to have spent his life in cutting out
the
interior of the plank, but whether as a dwelling or a store-house, I
could
never find. When I used to he in bed in the morning for a rest we had
no easy-chairs
in Silverado I would hear, hour after hour, the sharp cutting sound
of his labours,
and from time to time a dainty shower of sawdust would fall upon the
blankets.
There lives no more industrious creature than a bore. And now that I
have named
to the reader all our animals and insects without exception only I
find I
have forgotten the flies he will be able to appreciate the singular
privacy
and silence of our days. It was not only man who was excluded: animals,
the
song of birds, the lowing of Rattle, the bleating of sheep, clouds
even, and
the variations of the weather, were here also wanting; and as, day
after day,
the sky was one dome of blue, and the pines below us stood motionless
in the
still air, so the hours themselves were marked out from each other only
by the
series of our own affairs, and the sun's great period as he ranged
westward through
the heavens. The two birds cackled a while in the early morning; all
day the
water tinkled in the shaft, the bores ground sawdust in the planking of
our
crazy palace infinitesimal sounds; and it was only with the return of
night
that any change would fall on our surroundings, or the four crickets
begin to
flute together in the dark. Indeed, it would be hard
to exaggerate the pleasure
that we took in the approach of evening. Our day was not very long, but
it was
very tiring. To trip along unsteady planks or wade among shifting
stones, to go
to and fro for water, to clamber down the glen to the Toll House after
meat and
letters, to cook, to make fires and beds, were all exhausting to the
body. Life
out of doors, besides, under the fierce eye of day, draws largely on
the animal
spirits. There are certain hours in the afternoon when a man, unless he
is in
strong health or enjoys a vacant mind, would rather creep into a cool
corner of
a house and sit upon the chairs of civilisation. About that time, the
sharp
stones, the planks, the upturned boxes of Silverado, began to grow
irksome to
my body; I set out on that hopeless, never-ending quest for a more
comfortable
posture; I would be fevered and weary of the staring sun; and just then
he would
begin courteously to withdraw his countenance, the shadows lengthened,
the
aromatic airs awoke, and an indescribable but happy change announced
the coming
of the night. The hours of evening,
when we were once curtained
in the friendly dark, sped lightly. Even as with the crickets, night
brought to
us a certain spirit of rejoicing. It was good to taste the air; good to
mark
the dawning of the stars, as they increased their glittering company;
good,
too, to gather stones, and send them crashing down the chute, a wave of
light.
It seemed, in some way, the reward and the fulfilment of the day. So it
is when
men dwell in the open air; it is one of the simple pleasures that we
lose by
living cribbed and covered in a house, that, though the coming of the
day is still
the most inspiriting, yet day's departure, also, and the return of
night
refresh, renew, and quiet us; and in the pastures of the dusk we stand,
like
cattle, exulting in the absence of the load. Our nights were never
cold, and they were always
still, but for one remarkable exception. Regularly, about nine o'clock,
a warm
wind sprang up, and blew for ten minutes, or maybe a quarter of an
hour, right
down the canyon, fanning it well out, airing it as a mother airs the
night
nursery before the children sleep. As far as I could judge, in the
clear
darkness of the night, this wind was purely local: perhaps dependant on
the
configuration of the glen. At least, it was very
welcome to the hot and weary
squatters; and if we were not abed already, the springing up of this
lilliputian valley-wind would often be our signal to retire. I was the
last to
go to bed, as I was still the first to rise Many a night I have
strolled about the
platform, taking a bath of darkness before I slept. The rest would be
in bed,
and even from the forge I could hear them talking together from bunk to
bunk. A
single candle in the neck of a pint bottle was their only illumination;
and yet
the old cracked house seemed literally bursting with the light. It
shone keen
as a knife through all the vertical chinks; it struck upward through
the broken
shingles; and through the eastern door and window, it fell in a great
splash
upon the thicket and the overhanging rock. You would have said a
conflagration,
or at the least a roaring forge; and behold, it was but a candle. Or
perhaps it
was yet more strange to see the procession moving bedwards round the
corner of
the house, and up the plank that brought us to the bedroom door; under
the
immense spread of the starry heavens, down in a crevice of the giant
mountain,
these few human shapes, with their unshielded taper, made so
disproportionate a
figure in the eye and mind. But the more he is alone with nature, the
greater
man and his doings bulk in the consideration of his fellow-men. Miles
and miles
away upon the opposite hill-tops, if there were any hunter belated or
any
traveller who had lost his way, he must have stood, and watched and
wondered,
from the time the candle issued from the door of the assayer's office
till it
had mounted the plank and disappeared again into the miners' dormitory.
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