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CHAPTER XX
The
remainder of the day passed uneventfully. The young slip of a gale,
having wetted our gills, proceeded to moderate. The fourth engineer and
the three oilers, after a warm interview with Wolf Larsen, were furnished with
outfits from the slop-chests, assigned places under the hunters in the various
boats and watches on the vessel, and bundled forward into the forecastle.
They went protestingly, but their voices were not loud. They were awed by
what they had already seen of Wolf Larsen’s character, while the tale of woe
they speedily heard in the forecastle took the last bit of rebellion out of
them. Miss
Brewster — we had learned her name from the engineer — slept on and on.
At supper I requested the hunters to lower their voices, so she was not
disturbed; and it was not till next morning that she made her appearance.
It had been my intention to have her meals served apart, but Wolf Larsen put
down his foot. Who was she that she should be too good for cabin table
and cabin society? had been his demand. But her
coming to the table had something amusing in it. The hunters fell silent
as clams. Jock Horner and Smoke alone were unabashed, stealing stealthy
glances at her now and again, and even taking part in the conversation.
The other four men glued their eyes on their plates and chewed steadily and
with thoughtful precision, their ears moving and wobbling, in time with their
jaws, like the ears of so many animals. Wolf Larsen
had little to say at first, doing no more than reply when he was
addressed. Not that he was abashed. Far from it. This woman
was a new type to him, a different breed from any he had ever known, and he was
curious. He studied her, his eyes rarely leaving her face unless to
follow the movements of her hands or shoulders. I studied her myself, and
though it was I who maintained the conversation, I know that I was a bit shy,
not quite self-possessed. His was the perfect poise, the supreme
confidence in self, which nothing could shake; and he was no more timid of a
woman than he was of storm and battle. “And when
shall we arrive at Yokohama?” she asked, turning to him and looking him
squarely in the eyes. There it
was, the question flat. The jaws stopped working, the ears ceased
wobbling, and though eyes remained glued on plates, each man listened greedily
for the answer. “In four
months, possibly three if the season closes early,” Wolf Larsen said. She caught
her breath and stammered, “I — I thought — I was given to understand that
Yokohama was only a day’s sail away. It — ” Here she paused and
looked about the table at the circle of unsympathetic faces staring hard at the
plates. “It is not right,” she concluded. “That is a
question you must settle with Mr. Van Weyden there,” he replied, nodding to me
with a mischievous twinkle. “Mr. Van Weyden is what you may call an
authority on such things as rights. Now I, who am only a sailor, would
look upon the situation somewhat differently. It may possibly be your
misfortune that you have to remain with us, but it is certainly our good
fortune.” He regarded
her smilingly. Her eyes fell before his gaze, but she lifted them again,
and defiantly, to mine. I read the unspoken question there: was it
right? But I had decided that the part I was to play must be a neutral
one, so I did not answer. “What do you
think?” she demanded. “That it is
unfortunate, especially if you have any engagements falling due in the course
of the next several months. But, since you say that you were voyaging to
Japan for your health, I can assure you that it will improve no better anywhere
than aboard the Ghost.” I saw her
eyes flash with indignation, and this time it was I who dropped mine, while I
felt my face flushing under her gaze. It was cowardly, but what else
could I do? “Mr. Van
Weyden speaks with the voice of authority,” Wolf Larsen laughed. I nodded my
head, and she, having recovered herself, waited expectantly. “Not that he
is much to speak of now,” Wolf Larsen went on, “but he has improved
wonderfully. You should have seen him when he came on board. A more
scrawny, pitiful specimen of humanity one could hardly conceive. Isn’t
that so, Kerfoot?” Kerfoot,
thus directly addressed, was startled into dropping his knife on the floor,
though he managed to grunt affirmation. “Developed
himself by peeling potatoes and washing dishes. Eh, Kerfoot?” Again that
worthy grunted. “Look at him
now. True, he is not what you would term muscular, but still he has
muscles, which is more than he had when he came aboard. Also, he has legs
to stand on. You would not think so to look at him, but he was quite
unable to stand alone at first.” The hunters
were snickering, but she looked at me with a sympathy in her eyes which more
than compensated for Wolf Larsen’s nastiness. In truth, it had been so
long since I had received sympathy that I was softened, and I became then, and
gladly, her willing slave. But I was angry with Wolf Larsen. He was
challenging my manhood with his slurs, challenging the very legs he claimed to
be instrumental in getting for me. “I may have
learned to stand on my own legs,” I retorted. “But I have yet to stamp
upon others with them.” He looked at
me insolently. “Your education is only half completed, then,” he said
dryly, and turned to her. “We are very
hospitable upon the Ghost.
Mr. Van Weyden has discovered that. We do everything to make our guests
feel at home, eh, Mr. Van Weyden?” “Even to the
peeling of potatoes and the washing of dishes,” I answered, “to say nothing to
wringing their necks out of very fellowship.” “I beg of
you not to receive false impressions of us from Mr. Van Weyden,” he interposed
with mock anxiety. “You will observe, Miss Brewster, that he carries a
dirk in his belt, a — ahem — a most unusual thing for a ship’s officer to
do. While really very estimable, Mr. Van Weyden is sometimes — how shall
I say? — er — quarrelsome, and harsh measures are necessary. He is quite
reasonable and fair in his calm moments, and as he is calm now he will not deny
that only yesterday he threatened my life.” I was
well-nigh choking, and my eyes were certainly fiery. He drew attention to
me. “Look at him
now. He can scarcely control himself in your presence. He is not
accustomed to the presence of ladies anyway. I shall have to arm myself
before I dare go on deck with him.” He shook his
head sadly, murmuring, “Too bad, too bad,” while the hunters burst into guffaws
of laughter. The deep-sea
voices of these men, rumbling and bellowing in the confined space, produced a
wild effect. The whole setting was wild, and for the first time,
regarding this strange woman and realizing how incongruous she was in it, I was
aware of how much a part of it I was myself. I knew these men and their
mental processes, was one of them myself, living the seal-hunting life, eating
the seal-hunting fare, thinking, largely, the seal-hunting thoughts.
There was for me no strangeness to it, to the rough clothes, the coarse faces,
the wild laughter, and the lurching cabin walls and swaying sea-lamps. As I
buttered a piece of bread my eyes chanced to rest upon my hand. The
knuckles were skinned and inflamed clear across, the fingers swollen, the nails
rimmed with black. I felt the mattress-like growth of beard on my neck,
knew that the sleeve of my coat was ripped, that a button was missing from the
throat of the blue shirt I wore. The dirk mentioned by Wolf Larsen rested
in its sheath on my hip. It was very natural that it should be there, —
how natural I had not imagined until now, when I looked upon it with her eyes
and knew how strange it and all that went with it must appear to her. But she
divined the mockery in Wolf Larsen’s words, and again favoured me with a
sympathetic glance. But there was a look of bewilderment also in her
eyes. That it was mockery made the situation more puzzling to her. “I may be
taken off by some passing vessel, perhaps,” she suggested. “There will
be no passing vessels, except other sealing-schooners,” Wolf Larsen made
answer. “I have no
clothes, nothing,” she objected. “You hardly realize, sir, that I am not
a man, or that I am unaccustomed to the vagrant, careless life which you and
your men seem to lead.” “The sooner
you get accustomed to it, the better,” he said. “I’ll
furnish you with cloth, needles, and thread,” he added. “I hope it will
not be too dreadful a hardship for you to make yourself a dress or two.” She made a
wry pucker with her mouth, as though to advertise her ignorance of
dressmaking. That she was frightened and bewildered, and that she was
bravely striving to hide it, was quite plain to me. “I suppose
you’re like Mr. Van Weyden there, accustomed to having things done for
you. Well, I think doing a few things for yourself will hardly dislocate
any joints. By the way, what do you do for a living?” She regarded
him with amazement unconcealed. “I mean no
offence, believe me. People eat, therefore they must procure the
wherewithal. These men here shoot seals in order to live; for the same
reason I sail this schooner; and Mr. Van Weyden, for the present at any rate,
earns his salty grub by assisting me. Now what do you do?” She shrugged
her shoulders. “Do you feed
yourself? Or does some one else feed you?” “I’m afraid
some one else has fed me most of my life,” she laughed, trying bravely to enter
into the spirit of his quizzing, though I could see a terror dawning and
growing in her eyes as she watched Wolf Larsen. “And I
suppose some one else makes your bed for you?” “I have made beds,” she replied. “Very
often?” She shook
her head with mock ruefulness. “Do you know
what they do to poor men in the States, who, like you, do not work for their
living?” “I am very
ignorant,” she pleaded. “What do they do to the poor men who are like
me?” “They send
them to jail. The crime of not earning a living, in their case, is called
vagrancy. If I were Mr. Van Weyden, who harps eternally on questions of
right and wrong, I’d ask, by what right do you live when you do nothing to
deserve living?” “But as you
are not Mr. Van Weyden, I don’t have to answer, do I?” She beamed
upon him through her terror-filled eyes, and the pathos of it cut me to the
heart. I must in some way break in and lead the conversation into other
channels. “Have you
ever earned a dollar by your own labour?” he demanded, certain of her answer, a
triumphant vindictiveness in his voice. “Yes, I
have,” she answered slowly, and I could have laughed aloud at his crestfallen
visage. “I remember my father giving me a dollar once, when I was a
little girl, for remaining absolutely quiet for five minutes.” He smiled
indulgently. “But that
was long ago,” she continued. “And you would scarcely demand a little
girl of nine to earn her own living.” “At present,
however,” she said, after another slight pause, “I earn about eighteen hundred
dollars a year.” With one
accord, all eyes left the plates and settled on her. A woman who earned
eighteen hundred dollars a year was worth looking at. Wolf Larsen was
undisguised in his admiration. “Salary, or
piece-work?” he asked. “Piece-work,”
she answered promptly. “Eighteen
hundred,” he calculated. “That’s a hundred and fifty dollars a
month. Well, Miss Brewster, there is nothing small about the Ghost. Consider yourself on salary
during the time you remain with us.” She made no
acknowledgment. She was too unused as yet to the whims of the man to
accept them with equanimity. “I forgot to
inquire,” he went on suavely, “as to the nature of your occupation. What
commodities do you turn out? What tools and materials do you require?” “Paper and
ink,” she laughed. “And, oh! also a typewriter.” “You are
Maud Brewster,” I said slowly and with certainty, almost as though I were
charging her with a crime. Her eyes
lifted curiously to mine. “How do you know?” “Aren’t
you?” I demanded. She
acknowledged her identity with a nod. It was Wolf Larsen’s turn to be
puzzled. The name and its magic signified nothing to him. I was
proud that it did mean something to me, and for the first time in a weary while
I was convincingly conscious of a superiority over him. “I remember
writing a review of a thin little volume — ” I had begun carelessly, when she
interrupted me. “You!” she
cried. “You are — ” She was now
staring at me in wide-eyed wonder. I nodded my
identity, in turn. “Humphrey
Van Weyden,” she concluded; then added with a sigh of relief, and unaware that
she had glanced that relief at Wolf Larsen, “I am so glad.” “I remember
the review,” she went on hastily, becoming aware of the awkwardness of her
remark; “that too, too flattering review.” “Not at
all,” I denied valiantly. “You impeach my sober judgment and make my
canons of little worth. Besides, all my brother critics were with
me. Didn’t Lang include your ‘Kiss Endured’ among the four supreme
sonnets by women in the English language?” “But you
called me the American Mrs. Meynell!” “Was it not
true?” I demanded. “No, not
that,” she answered. “I was hurt.” “We can
measure the unknown only by the known,” I replied, in my finest academic
manner. “As a critic I was compelled to place you. You have now
become a yardstick yourself. Seven of your thin little volumes are on my
shelves; and there are two thicker volumes, the essays, which, you will pardon
my saying, and I know not which is flattered more, fully equal your
verse. The time is not far distant when some unknown will arise in
England and the critics will name her the English Maud Brewster.” “You are
very kind, I am sure,” she murmured; and the very conventionality of her tones
and words, with the host of associations it aroused of the old life on the
other side of the world, gave me a quick thrill — rich with remembrance but
stinging sharp with home-sickness. “And you are
Maud Brewster,” I said solemnly, gazing across at her. “And you are
Humphrey Van Weyden,” she said, gazing back at me with equal solemnity and
awe. “How unusual! I don’t understand. We surely are not to
expect some wildly romantic sea-story from your sober pen.” “No, I am
not gathering material, I assure you,” was my answer. “I have neither
aptitude nor inclination for fiction.” “Tell me,
why have you always buried yourself in California?” she next asked. “It
has not been kind of you. We of the East have seen to very little of you
— too little, indeed, of the Dean of American Letters, the Second.” I bowed to,
and disclaimed, the compliment. “I nearly met you, once, in Philadelphia,
some Browning affair or other — you were to lecture, you know. My train
was four hours late.” And then we
quite forgot where we were, leaving Wolf Larsen stranded and silent in the
midst of our flood of gossip. The hunters left the table and went on
deck, and still we talked. Wolf Larsen alone remained. Suddenly I
became aware of him, leaning back from the table and listening curiously to our
alien speech of a world he did not know. I broke
short off in the middle of a sentence. The present, with all its perils
and anxieties, rushed upon me with stunning force. It smote Miss Brewster
likewise, a vague and nameless terror rushing into her eyes as she regarded
Wolf Larsen. He rose to
his feet and laughed awkwardly. The sound of it was metallic. “Oh, don’t
mind me,” he said, with a self-depreciatory wave of his hand. “I don’t
count. Go on, go on, I pray you.” But the
gates of speech were closed, and we, too, rose from the table and laughed
awkwardly. |