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XXX. NORTHWARD BOUND. Swiftly the boat
glided over the water. After a while, one of the sailors said, "Don't be
down-hearted, madam. We will take you safely to your husband, in ——." At
first I could not imagine what he meant; but I had presence of mind to think
that it probably referred to something the captain had told him; so I thanked
him, and said I hoped we should have pleasant weather. When I entered
the vessel the captain came forward to meet me. He was an elderly man, with a
pleasant countenance. He showed me to a little box of a cabin, where sat my
friend Fanny. She started as if she had seen a spectre. She gazed on me in
utter astonishment, and exclaimed, "Linda, can this be you? or is it your
ghost?" When we were locked in each other's arms, my overwrought feelings
could no longer be restrained. My sobs reached the ears of the captain, who
came and very kindly reminded us, that for his safety, as well as our own, it
would be prudent for us not to attract any attention. He said that when there
was a sail in sight he wished us to keep below; but at other times, he had no
objection to our being on deck. He assured us that he would keep a good
lookout, and if we acted prudently, he thought we should be in no danger. He
had represented us as women going to meet our husbands in ——. We thanked him,
and promised to observe carefully all the directions he gave us. Fanny and I now
talked by ourselves, low and quietly, in our little cabin. She told me of the
sufferings she had gone through in making her escape, and of her terrors while
she was concealed in her mother's house. Above all, she dwelt on the agony of
separation from all her children on that dreadful auction day. She could
scarcely credit me, when I told her of the place where I had passed nearly
seven years. "We have the same sorrows," said I. "No,"
replied she, "you are going to see your children soon, and there is no
hope that I shall ever even hear from mine." The vessel was
soon under way, but we made slow progress. The wind was against us. I should
not have cared for this, if we had been out of sight of the town; but until
there were miles of water between us and our enemies, we were filled with
constant apprehension that the constables would come on board. Neither could I
feel quite at ease with the captain and his men. I was an entire stranger to
that class of people, and I had heard that sailors were rough, and sometimes
cruel. We were so completely in their power, that if they were bad men, our
situation would be dreadful. Now that the captain was paid for our passage,
might he not be tempted to make more money by giving us up to those who claimed
us as property? I was naturally of a confiding disposition, but slavery had
made me suspicious of every body. Fanny did not share my distrust of the
captain or his men. She said she was afraid at first, but she had been on board
three days while the vessel lay in the dock, and nobody had betrayed her, or
treated her otherwise than kindly. The captain soon
came to advise us to go on deck for fresh air. His friendly and respectful
manner, combined with Fanny's testimony, reassured me, and we went with him. He
placed us in a comfortable seat, and occasionally entered into conversations.
He told us he was a Southerner by birth, and had spent the greater part of his
life in the Slave States, and that he had recently lost a brother who traded in
slaves. "But," said he, "it is a pitiable and degrading
business, and I always felt ashamed to acknowledge my brother in connection
with it." As we passed Snaky Swamp, he pointed to it, and said,
"There is a slave territory that defies all the laws." I though of
the terrible days I had spent there, and though it was not called Dismal Swamp,
it made me feel very dismal as I looked at it. I shall never
forget that night. The balmy air of spring was so refreshing! And how shall I
describe my sensations when we were fairly sailing on Chesapeake Bay? O, the
beautiful sunshine! the exhilarating breeze! and I could enjoy them without
fear or restraint. I had never realized what grand things air and sunlight are
till I had been deprived of them. Ten days after
we left land we were approaching Philadelphia. The captain said we should
arrive there in the night, but he thought we had better wait till morning, and
go on shore in broad daylight, as the best way to avoid suspicion. I replied,
"You know best. But will you stay on board and protect us?" He saw that I
was suspicious, and he said he was sorry, now that he had brought us to the end
of our voyage, to find I had so little confidence in him. Ah, if he had ever
been a slave he would have known how difficult it was to trust a white man. He
assured us that we might sleep through the night without fear; that he would
take care we were not left unprotected. Be it said to the honor of this
captain, Southerner as he was, that if Fanny and I had been white ladies, and
our passage lawfully engaged, he could not have treated us more respectfully.
My intelligent friend, Peter, had rightly estimated the character of the man to
whose honor he had intrusted us. The next morning
I was on deck as soon as the day dawned. I called Fanny to see the sunrise, for
the first time in our lives, on free soil; for such I then believed it
to be. We watched the reddening sky, and saw the great orb come up slowly out
of the water, as it seemed. Soon the waves began to sparkle, and every thing
caught the beautiful glow. Before us lay the city of strangers. We looked at
each other, and the eyes of both were moistened with tears. We had escaped from
slavery, and we supposed ourselves to be safe from the hunters. But we were
alone in the world, and we had left dear ties behind us; ties cruelly sundered
by the demon Slavery. |