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XXIV. THE CANDIDATE FOR CONGRESS. The doctor
expended his liquor in vain. Mr. Sands was elected; an event which occasioned
me some anxious thoughts. He had not emancipated my children and if he should
die, they would be at the mercy of his heirs. Two little voices, that
frequently met my ear, pleaded with me not to let their father depart without
striving to make their freedom secure. Years had passed since I had spoken to
him. I had not even seen him since the night I passed him, unrecognized in my
disguise of a sailor. I supposed he would call before he left, to say something
to my grandmother concerning the children, and I resolved what course to take. The day before
his departure for Washington I made arrangements, towards evening, to get from
my hiding-place into the storeroom below. I found myself so stiff and clumsy
that it was with great difficulty I could hitch from one resting place to
another. When I reached the storeroom my ankles gave way under me, and I sank
exhausted on the floor. It seemed as if I could never use my limbs again. But
the purpose I had in view roused all the strength I had. I crawled on my hands
and knees to the window, and, screened behind a barrel, I waited for his
coming. The clock struck nine, and I knew the steamboat would leave between ten
and eleven. My hopes were failing. But presently I heard his voice, saying to
some one, "Wait for me a moment. I wish to see aunt Martha." When he
came out, as he passed the window, I said, "Stop one moment, and let me
speak for my children." He started, hesitated, and then passed on, and
went out of the gate. I closed the shutter I had partially opened, and sank down
behind the barrel. I had suffered much; but seldom had I experienced a leaner
pang than I then felt. Had my children, then, become of so little consequence
to him? And had he so little feeling for their wretched mother that he would
not listen a moment while she pleaded for them? Painful memories were so busy
within me, that I forgot I had not hooked the shutter, till I heard some one
opening it. I looked up. He had come back. "Who called me?" said he,
in a low tone. "I did," I replied. "Oh, Linda," said he,
"I knew your voice; but I was afraid to answer, lest my friend should hear
me. Why do you come here? Is it possible you risk yourself in this house? They
are mad to allow it. I shall expect to hear that you are all ruined." I
did not wish to implicate him, by letting him know my place of concealment; so
I merely said, "I thought you would come to bid grandmother good by, and
so I came here to speak a few words to you about emancipating my children. Many
changes may take place during the six months you are gone to Washington and it
does not seem right for you to expose them to the risk of such changes. I want
nothing for myself; all I ask is, that you will free my children, or authorize
some friend to do it, before you go." He promised he
would do it, and also expressed a readiness to make any arrangements whereby I
could be purchased. I heard
footsteps approaching, and closed the shutter hastily. I wanted to crawl back
to my den, without letting the family know what I had done; for I knew they
would deem it very imprudent. But he stepped back into the house to tell my
grandmother that he had spoken with me at the storeroom window, and to beg of
her not to allow me to remain in the house over night. He said it was the
height of madness for me to be there; that we should certainly all be ruined.
Luckily, he was in too much of a hurry to wait for a reply, or the dear old
woman would surely have told him all. I tried to go
back to my den, but found it more difficult to go up than I had to come down.
Now that my mission was fulfilled, the little strength that had supported me
through it was gone, and I sank helpless on the floor. My grandmother, alarmed
at the risk I had run, came into the storeroom in the dark, and locked the door
behind her. "Linda," she whispered, "where are you?" "I am here
by the window," I replied. "I couldn't have him go away
without emancipating the children. Who knows what may happen?" "Come,
come, child," said she, "it won't do for you to stay here another
minute. You've done wrong; but I can't blame you, poor thing!" I told her I
could not return without assistance, and she must call my uncle. Uncle Phillip
came, and pity prevented him from scolding me. He carried me back to my
dungeon, laid me tenderly on the bed, gave me some medicine, and asked me if
there was any thing more he could do. Then he went away, and I was left with my
own thoughts—starless as the midnight darkness around me. My friends
feared I should become a cripple for life; and I was so weary of my long
imprisonment that, had it not been for the hope of serving my children, I
should have been thankful to die; but, for their sakes, I was willing to bear
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